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romance
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lovers
profile
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welcome to my page
it can only be viewed in IE, so sorry ):
I won't stop dying, won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
by suzan at 9:36 PM
THE RULES OF 15:
* Go through your wall and list the first 15 names you see.
* Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list.
* Then, answer the 41 questions below, pertaining to the 15 people.
* When you finish, tag all 15 people in the list, so the cycle can continue.
* If you've been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note, and follow the directions above.
1.Leeheng
2.Zann
3.Daryl
4.Su Yi
5.Melinda
6.dawn
7.jamie
8.Isaac
9.lucas
10.guoliang
11.chester
12.kokliang
13.yongjie
14.george
15.qing xun
1. How did you meet 1?
- [Leeheng] from kindergarden till pri 3 , same class. :)
2. What would you do if you never met 8?
- [Isaac] lols i dont know?
3. Would you date 2?
- [zann] i don't think so?
4. Have you ever seen 11 cry??
- [chester] nope.
5. Would 3 and 13 make a good couple?
- [daryl and yongjie] NO! daryl loves wenching lahs
6. Describe 9.
- [lucas] idiotic.
7. Do you like 2?
- [zann] yes.
8. Do you think 6 is attractive?
- [dawn] ill leave this blank
9. When was the last time you talked to 14?
- [george] just now. LOLS
10. Would you ever date 7?
- [jamie] NO
11. Where does 15 live?
- [qing xun] bukit timah
12. What is the best thing about 8?
- [isaac] LOLS. i don't know? ._. ask him.
13. What would you like to tell 13 right now?
- [yongjie] nothing.
14. What is the best thing about 12?
- [kok liang] He is nooby.
15. Have you ever kissed 12?
- [kok liang] NO -.-
16. What's the best memory you have with 14?
- [george] lols when i pointed at him?
17. Who is 10's best friend?
- [guo liang] isaac?
18. Is 15 pretty?
- [qing xun] yes! :)
19. What was your first impression of 4?
- [su yi] LOLS barbariac. and siao.
20. Is 1 your best friend?
- [leeheng]YES! :)
21. Have you seen 5 in the last month?
- [melinda] yup
22. When was the last time you saw 11?
- [chester] this morning. LOLS!
23. Have you been to 13's house?
- [yongjie] nope
24. When's the next time you'll see 9?
- [lucas] soon?
25. Are you really close to 6?
- [dawn]depends
26. Would you give 3 a hug?
- [daryl] LOLS nah wenching would KILL me.
28. Do you know a secret about 5?
- [melinda] nope
29. Describe the relationship between 14 and 4?
- [su yi and george] school mates.
30. What's your friendship like with 7?
- [jamie] friends :)
31. Have you ever danced with 12?
- [kokliang] nope -.-
32. How do you know 8?
- [isaac] from glory joy.
33. Does 2 have a bf/gf?
- [zann] nope
34. Have you ever wanted to smack 4 in the face?
- [su yi] nope
35. Has 13 met your mother?
- [yongjie] nope
36. Have you traveled anywhere with 10?
- [guo liang] www?
37. If you gave 7 $100, what would they spend it on?
- [jamie] GREEN DAY MERCHANDISE LOLS
38. What's your best memory of 2?
- [zann]LOLS anyhow scold leeheng :)
39. What is your best memory with 8?
- [isaac] LOLS. no idea.
40. What is the last thing you did with number 15?
- [qing xun] whacking each other
41. When did you meet 6?
- [dawn] lols last year
RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs (+) on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, paste the questions, answer the questions, tag 15 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: yeah
B - BIRTHDAY: 21st oct
C - CRUSHING ON: ........
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: daryl
F - FAVORITE SONG: kill all your friends by my chemical romance
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears
H - HOMETOWN: Singapore
I - IN LOVE WITH: nobody?
J - JUGGLE: nope
K - KILLED SOMEONE:attempted to?
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 4 hour
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: mint :D chocolate
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: LOLS. a wish
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: daryl
R- REASON TO SMILE: LOLS . overjoyed
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: kill all your friends
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8.46am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: cbk
V - VEGETABLE(S):corn
W - WORST HABIT: dont sleep? obssessed easily
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: last week
Y – YOYOS ARE: circular stuff that moves about on a string?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: cancer
Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: thm s zn
What color do you wear most?: black?
Least favorite color?: yellow
What are you listening to?: kill all your friends
What is your favorite class in school?: 6E in wellington
When do you start back at school/college?: 2 more days
Are you outgoing?: depends
Favorite pair of shoes?: orange slippers!
Where do you wish you were right now?: hanging out with ppl?
THE CANS:
Can you dance?: chicken dance can
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: no
Can you whistle?: no
Write with both hands?: no
Walk with your toes curled?:yes?
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: yes
Do you believe in miracles?: no
Do you believe in magic?: no
Love at first sight?: no
Do you believe in Satan?: yes?
Do you believe in Santa?: i want to
Do you know how to swim?: no
Do you like roller coasters?: yes
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: no
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: friends
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: duh
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yeah
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: i dunno? no thermometer
What radio station do you listen to?: i dunno? i listen to wad my sis listens to..
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: canton kitchen
What was the last thing you bought?: clay
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Inuyasha Movie
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: daryl?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: cookie and me sleeping
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: LOLS. forgot
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: duh
Do you cry when you get an injury?: nope
Do certain songs make you cry?: my chemical romance and greenday. but i love them
HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: no
What can make you happy?: something
Do you wish you were happier?: maybe
does music make you happy?: not really
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: never
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: lols.
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?:black
Current piercings?: ear
Have any tattoos?: No
Eye color?: black
IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color: Natural
Short or long hair:i dun understand
Height: tall
Best clothing: dunno
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: No
Mooned someone: no
Laughed so hard you cried:yes
Cried in school: lols when kena counselled
Thrown up in a store: maybe
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: forgot
Gone skinny dipping: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
lols everybody do this! :D
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:Mc
Single or Group Dates: Single
Chocolate or Vanilla: Choco
Strawberries or Blueberries: STRAWBERRIE!!
Meat or Veggies: both???^^
TV or Movie: BOTH??? T.T
Guitar or Drums?: none =D
Adidas or Nike: i dunno any...?
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese?
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: cornflakes
Cake or Pie: Cake
by suzan at 10:03 PM
hello guys :)
i decided to post about yesterday since its worth it to post?
lols .
anyway um
went out at 10?
supposed to go gym with guoliang
but in the end didnt cause wanted to find my wallet.
scary man almost lost it
lols anyway met daryl
then we went to arcade
and i told lucas i lost my wallet
he asked the counter man
and i found it! :D
lols after that went to fitness to badminton
went back to arcade again
guoliang, isaac and weesiang arrived alrd.
then after that
inital D-ed with daryl
first time so lost.
after that
went to play crocodile with malcolm, daryl and leeheng
then guoliang called me, saying he couldnt find isaac.
lols went to look for him.
saw isaac behind
then after that went to AS.
badmintoned with daryl
rained.
went to play at void deck.
after that no rain
played at fitness corner.
alot ppl played.
then after that
truth or dared
then leeheng and zann dared me to do sth
lols
i went infront of isaac
then i flipped my fringe behind and said " i am eye zaaa"
LOLS he laughed i guess.
after that
lucas gave me a hearty bracelet thingy
from nirawit.
LOLS then i ran to isaac and gave him man!
HAHA saying its from lucas.
his expression was akward i guess.
then we went arcade.
inital D-ed with isaac.
LOLS i lost like hell man!
played drum mania also
zann said i play until very ji dong
play until stand up
LOLS not my fault. fun what.
after that walked around.
i saw isaac and george doing para para?
LOLS they saw me and faster run off.
after thattt
forgot everything else
so .
bb :)
by suzan at 9:18 PM
melinda says that if you are coughing you shouldnt:
swim
eat chicken
eat fried stuff
drink lemon tea
LOLS i did all of this stuff yesterday
yet i feel better and great!
nvm anyway
my mom still thinks i have a really bad cough.
and for that,
she grounded me -.-
so now im stuck in this insane asylum
she wants me to rest
but how can i rest when there are so many things out there for me to do!
im not even tired!
by suzan at 10:25 AM
HAHAHAHAHA
woo hoo :D
came back from WWW.
went there with zann & co and isaac & co.
so um yeah
i didnt sleep at all last night
because i had a really bad cough
and my mind was on things.
anyyyyway
su yi, zann, meilnda, leeheng and i set off from semb MRT station at 9.30 am
and the train ride was damn long
we took a cab from pasir ris to www.
LOLS found out that i forgot to bring my towel.
-.-
so i bought the towel from www.
IS FREAKING $6.90
NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I EVER SEEN A $6.90 TOWEL.
i bought it anyway.
hole in my pocket man!
lols anyway we entered,
put our stuff in the locker
and "jumped' into the baby pool!
lols
then suddenly
the bell rang
then the paint bucket thingy full of water ( zann & co dunno why call it yakult)
tipped over and water splashed on us :o
we all kena wet sia!
then
we rode the ular lah.
lols it was scary at first
cause im scared of heights ._.
i screamed like hell.
then saw our ugly photos.
sat it again about 3 times more.
lol zann and co must have been wondering how the hell i could scream so much despite the cough i had.
then after that
shiok river-ed
very sian -.-
watch the world go past only.
then after that we ran to tsunami!
LOLS i almost drowned.
then the life guard did nothing man -.-
then suyi saved me in the end!
thanks man, almost died @_@
after that.
lunched.
KFC.
stupid funkey card reader didnt work.
my $10 was still in there sia -.-
then isaac & co arrived.
they changed
and kept putting their arms over their chests -.-
lols after lunch
i rode sky rider with su yi while the rest shiok rivered.
after that i dunno where su yi go
i was lost
with nobody with me
LOLS tried to find them but to no avail.
so i sat in the baby pool and waited
suddenly su yi and leeheng came :D
LOLS then we slept in the swimming pool
very shiok.
after that.
lazy to go find zann and melinda
but went anyway
found them and tsunamied again
isaac & co was there also i think
then after that
ular lahed again
isaac and co took the boat behind us.
LOLS i kept screaming like hell on the ride.
the isaac & co dunno laugh here laugh there for what.
then after that
took another ride.
then this time we shouted " FUCK YOU"
i think the isaac and co laughed again.
took the ride again but they not behind.
they lunched i think.
then 5 of us went sky rider :D.
ums i sat alone first.
haha overcomed by fear of the sky rider
dared to ride alone.
then
as i departed the station
i saw isaac and co eating lunch downstairs.
then they laughed at me -.-
i think i must have lost my concentration cause
the sky rider suddenly stopped!
and i couldnt move it!
then i screamed damn damn loud, i think the whole park could hear.
cause i rmb i hear the guy saying that once i stop i cant move anymore.
but anyway i pushed the pedal reallly hard
and moved again!
lols very fun cause you can see the whole park.
then i took the ride again with leeheng this time
she kept going so quickly -.-
then we took the shiok river.
and samsung slide up so scary!
i was like having a heart attack @_@
wonder how isaac and george can ride it so silently -.-
found daryl
suyi, leeheng and i ular-lahed with him and chester.
lols kept splashing water at the crew guy :)
took it twice.
found isaac and co again and tsunamied many times.
i kept drowning but zann was playing the lifeguard. LOLS
then after that
we played catching?
isaac kept catching me -.-
and he did it so effortlessly!
daryl kept calling me loser.
but i heck care.
lols then when it was melindas, zanns and my turn to be catcher
we didnt give isaac chance and caught him!
lols and we caught everybody except kingsiong
he ran so fast sia.
lols and the man kept scolding us cause no running in pool.
and when the catching finally ended
we all went to bathe.
put on my tie.
went to burger king to eat.
then after that actually isaac and co wanted to eat at sun plaza one.
but dunno why they ate with us.
i bought the cheese tendergrill dunno what turkey bacon set.
borrowd $5 from leeheng as i was broke.
thanks leeheng! :D
couldnt eat finish.
so i asked for a plastic bag.
but the staff gave me 4 -.-
so i was like asking leeheng and co whether they wanted.
they looked scared of the plastic bags -.-
so i went over to daryls table and gave him one.
i think he put it on his head or somethign -.-
then he gave me back.
i went over to isaacs table
asked if anybody wanted plastic bags.
LOLS nobody wanted.
so i returned the plastic bags.
after that
11 of us took three cabs to pasir ris mrt.
then we took mrt all the way to semb
i also went semb , not yishun
cause i lent melinda my sis' slipper cause hers broke.
i went her house and she returned me the slipper.
LOLS so went home lahs
and posted this.
i really think i should stop screaming
i have never screamed so much in my life.
i dont usually scream.
oh well
gtg
mom says i have to rest -.-
even though im not tired at all.
oh well.
bye :)
by suzan at 9:43 PM
lols i post about yesterday.
i saw a black cat
so cute
then i went to touch it
then i think it could sense that i had no evil intentions
it kept following me,
asking me to touch it
LOLS and kept nudging my leg.
after awhile i refused to touch
and it bit me -.-
LOLS but not pain one.
cause it was trying to get attention
i told leeheng it was a good cat
then she asked me what is my definition of a bad cat
i think
there are no bad cats or dogs;
there are only bad owners :D
lols really true
anyway listen to the new blog song!
adam lambert's
released today only!
damn touching :D
by suzan at 9:01 PM
lols saw this on leehengs blog
i just do then.
♥
Ten are yous ?
1. Are you single ? ` yes
2. Are you happy ? ` no
3. Are you bored ? ` yes
4. Are you white ? ` no. I'M A NAZI
5. Are you Italianno ? ` no
6. Are you intelligent ? ` maybe?
7.Are you honest ? ` depends on which situation :)
8.Are you nice ? ` don't think so.
9.Are you Irishuhno ? ` no
10.Are you Asian ? ` yea :0
♥
Ten facts
1.Full name ? ` Thum Su Zan
2.Nickname : ` not telling
3.Birth place : `Singapore
4.Hair colour : `Black
5.Natural hair style : ` straight?
6.Best Friends : ` leeheng, zann , su yi? lols maybe got others too
7.Birthday : ` 21st july
8.Mood : ` depressed
9.Favourite colour : ` black
10.One place you'd like to visit : espana
♥
Ten things abt ur love life
1.Have you ever been in love : ` yes?
2.Do you believe in love at first sight : ` no
3.Do you currently have a crush : ` yes?
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally : ` yeah of course.
5.Have you ever broken somone's heart : ` yeah. i'm heartless
6.Have you ever had your heart broken : ` yeas.
7.Have you ever liked someone but never told him : ` LOLS duh.
8.Are you afraid of commitment : ` No
9.Who was the last person you hugged : ` cookie
10.Who was the last person you said i love you : ` zann! LOLS
♥
Ten perference in ur partner
1.Smile or eyes : ` smile?
2.Light or dark hair : ` dark.
3.Hugs or kisses : ` Both.
4.Shorter or taller : ` Taller
5.Intelligence or attraction : ` neither
6.Hot topic or hollister : ` hollister
7.Funny or serious : `Serious when its supposed to be serious , Funny when its supposed to be funny
8.Older or younger : `Older
9.Outgoing or quiet : ` both
10. Sweet or bad : ` Sweet
♥
Ten have yous
1.Ever performed in front of a large crowd : ` no
2.Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour : ` YEAH LOLS.
3.Ever tried walking on your hand : ` i cant do it
4.Ever been to a rock concert : ` HAHA YEAH .
5.Ever been on a cheerleading team : ` no -.-
6.Ever been on a dance team : ` yeah? with leeheng in kindergarden.
7.Ever been on sports team : ` softball!!!!!
8.Ever been in a drama play/production : ` YES. my documentary on viruses. during SDMA. lols.
9. Ever owned a BMV, Mercedes, Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently : ` no!
10.Ever been in a rap video : ` i hate raps.
♥
Lasts .
1.Last phone call you made : ` isaac but he didnt pick up?
2.Last person you hugged : ` cookie
3.Last person you hung out with : ` zann
4.Last time you work : ` I dont work .
5.Last person you tackled : ` dawn
6.Last person you IM'dn : ` leeheng
7.Last person you texted : ` amanda
8.Last person(s) you went to the movies with: ` father. LOLS im so nooby
9.Last person/thing you missed: ` somebody
10.Last person you talk to : ` cookie
by suzan at 8:43 PM
doing a quiz that leeheng tagged me :D
`How many boys/girls did u like before ?
: if i told you, you'd faint :)
` Which guy/girl is most deep in ur mind ?
: a guy/girl? lols.
` Who treats u best ?
: LOLS. none i guess.
` Who do u hate most fr girls ?
: uhm. my qing di ren.
` In your class , who is the most good looking fr both genders ?
: For girls , its me! For guys, its me! :D
JOKING
you don't think im serious right?
anyway i dont know. there arent guys in my class.
` Are you happy with ur teachers now ?
: i hate them.
` Which teacher do u like the most ?
: none
` What do u want ?
: youknowwho.
` What future sch u want ?
: A secondary school.
` Who asked you to do this quiz ?
: leeheng
` When is ur birthday ?
: 21st july 2009.
` Who is the one that makes u sad ?
: youknowwho
` Who is the first to make you happy ?
: leeheng?
nono i think its cookie :D
` You steading now ?
: no.
` Who is ur stead ?
: noone
` How many steads do u have before ?
:
` Who do u always talk to in class ?
: nobody. maybe jamie? :D
` What is ur favourite game ?
: maplestory?
Tag 5 ppl that u think are important to do this quiz .
/ ObamaBarrack
/ RonaldMcdonalds
/ GeorgeWashington
/ TanKokLiang
/ KentuckyFriedChicken
by suzan at 8:54 PM
LETS POST! :D
okay okay
im so satisfied today!
first didnt go to school
and secondly i bought alot of stuffs man!!!!!! :D
okay i didnt go school cause of my onthordontist appointment.
an onthordontist is one who specializes in braces.
lols went to SGH.
the place is damn big.
and the road is called "Hospital avenue"
lame shit. -.-
anyway the onthordontist kept asking personal questions.
i hate it when they do that -.-
no choice have to answer right.
then he said i still very short
WTF. LAHS.
short his head lah.
he is the short one loh -.-
then he said because i still small cant put braces yet.
did an X-ray.
he said my lower jaw is bigger.
and its in the genes.
blame my mom and dad.
give birth to such an imperfect child like me.
hais.
anyway i have to go back in one years time -.-
so long.
so for now i just have to deal with this set of imperfect teeth.
I WANT THOSE BRACES.
then my mom brought me to OG.
i bought a swimming costume there~
looks like zanns one.
size 16. actually damn loose le lor.
size 14 nicer. swimming costumes are meant to be tight anyway right!
but my mom said must buy one size bigger -.-
bleh. so loose.
anyway after that my mom brought me to bras basah complex.
i saw a shop.
"music and sports linking"
or sth liddat.
went in.
it was heaven man!!
i saw the drum sets omg so affordable and nice to play with~
then
i entered the sports section
saw BADMINTON RACKETS!!
haha managed to convince my mother to buy .
bought a pair of yonex rackets.
i think the model is B-700 DF mega.
or something like that.
anyway it was quite cheap bah.
but at least theyre better than my pink ones -.-
haha then i went to look at shuttle cocks.
when i was looking at the yonex ones my mom straight away put this weird chinese branded shuttlecocks which were damn cheap and of course bad quality into the basket.
then without my knowledge she went to pay.
now im stuck with these horrible shuttle cocks.
oh well at least i got better badminton rackets right :D
then after that went to ION orchard.
haha unlike ack, i went there to shop
not like her so boliao go "play hard to get" with american guys :o
haha :D.
lols went to the diva shop.
bought a mood necklace
it changes colors according to your mood?
LOLS so far mine only change to;
blue color - happy
and most of the time its maroon , which means flirty.
WTF
i didnt even have any intention of flirting -.-
i want to sue them sia.
shoudlnt have bought it.
then uhmm.
i went to a shop
called " lips enterprise"
or sth liddat.
IT WAS DAMN NICE MANNNNN
it sold halloween costumes.
lols i bought this gothic dress to wear to shaynas party.
is like a tube corset.
and its black and red :D
lols so i love it.
and it fits me :o
best purchase of the day.
lols its $50. my mother bargained -.-
lols cant wait for shaynas party !!
first time invited to a halloween party :o
maybe i can wear it for christmas too?
lols. okay
nothing else to post i guess?
haha im already in the christmas mood.
who going to celebrate?
by suzan at 9:43 PM
LOLs kena tagged to do this quiz
List 20 of ur good fwens .
Not in order and it must be a mixture of boys and girls .
1. nicholas
2. leeheng
3. aniq
4. dawn
5. francine
6. isaac
7. gary
8. qing xun
9. melinda
10. brinal
11. lucas
12. su yi
13. hui xin
14. kok liang
15. bruce
16. chester
17. jamie
18. shayna
19. benjamin
20. shawn
From 11 to 20 , is ur crush in thr ?
` HAHA . dont think so?
Do you think 1 and 11 are compatible ? { Nicholas and Lucas }
` they are not gay. i thought they were brothers though.
Do you think you and 3 can be GF and BF ? { Me and aniq }
` WTF . Never . No.
Do you think that 6 had ever gone skinny-dipping ? { isaac }
` WHAT. YOU MEAN STRIPPING NAKED WITH HIM AND JUMPING INTO THE POOL?
NO DUCKING WAY I TELL YOU.
NO DUCKING WAY.
Do you think that 14 has a crush on 2 ? { kok liang and leeheng }
` no. leeheng thank me for saying no. :D
Do you know who 19 and 20 like ? { benjamin and shawn }
` i know NUTS about them!.how to know who they like.
Are 12 and 15 quiet ? { Su Yi and Bruce }
` depends. they can be siao at times! :o
Do you think 4 is pretty ? { Dawn }
` NO.
Do you hate 10 ? { brinal }
` yes.
Does your class has a nickname fr 17 ? { jamie }
` no, but i call her jay may lay since she calls me su-zan-man.
Is 18 friendly ? { shayna }
` no. shes giant :(
Do you think 11 is handsome ? { Lucas }
` ???
List out the couples frm 1 to 2o .
` no. im too young to die.
Do you have a nickname fr 13 ? { Hui Xin }
` no. forgot.
Do you think 7 and 16 are enemies ? { gary and chester }
` yes they are! :D
Would you ever kiss 14 if u had the chance to ? { kokliang }
` NONONO !!!
NO DUCKING HELL WAY I TELL YOU.
ID RATHER KISS MY ASS.
Are 5 and 8 best fwens ? { francine and qing xun }
` yeah.
NO THEY ARE MINE!
lols those who wanna do just do lor.
by suzan at 9:18 PM
LOOLS.
just realized my previous posts all so sad one :o.
no wonder nobody tag -.-
okok now i dont think im sad anymore~
cause played with leeheng and kokliang just now :)
today supposed to be HMT PSLE paper
leeheng and zann took.
should be alright one sia.
they so pro at chinese one.
:D.
oh well.
over liaos mah.
today i woke up at 8am.
went to nadia's house for service learning project
actually we were supposed to meet at 12 am.
but i went earlier for badminton with her.
nadia quite pro bah,
but not good as me ._.
had fun ^-^
ate melon ice cream
then our performance in badminton wosened badly -.-
played some more rounds.
went to buy coconut juice ^-^
uhms.
then went to thomson plaza's subway
to meet andie, kat and kaiwen and gabs.
ate subway :o
and i felt like so left out sia -.-
almost went home.
then after that
went back to nadias house for the sl project.
andie and kat started to dance to sorry sorry -.-
nadia and kaiwen talk talk talk.
anthea was engrossed in her book
and gabs was listening to music.
lols i was doing nth.
we didnt even start on the sl project.
then after that,
we went to play badminton again
then in attempt to hit the shuttlecock,
i ran and i stepped on my own toe.
started bleeding like hell ._.
played truth or dare after that.
i dared to :
wave to strange random people
dunk my face in the swimming pool
dance to nobody -.- embarassingnest.
and alot more. forgot alrd.
then after that i really wanted to go back.
lols.
after like damn long.
they finally started the project -.-
i was so fed up i left.
i took this strange random bus to sembawang interchange :o
and went to arcade.
saw kokliang there,
asked him to play badminton with me and leeheng.
he agreed.
we played there. lols then alot ppl came also.
then so bored.
walked to minimart with kokliang and leeheng :)
bought coconut juice,
tehn went to montreal.
and went home.
tmrw i maybe wan play with them also?
:o
by suzan at 8:05 PM
haiz.
PSLE is over.
i am so free.
yet i have nothing to do.
im like wasting my life -.-
would'nt it be great to turn up the music loud.
and just drown in it.
lols.
theres like one person
whom i trusted.
and that person ****ed up my life.
i dont think i can trust anybody anymore.
not even myself.
it would be really great to sleep
and not to ever wake up
then you can forget everything.
people can say whatever they want about me.
i'm a bitch? i'm a noob? whatever.
i just dont care anymore.
hate for all you want.
i hate myself too.
don't discriminate ; hate everyone.
there's no point.
and sorry if i hate you.
well its not my fault.
i naturally don't hate people.
it was you who made me hate you.
and if this is a coronation
i ain't feeling the love.
by suzan at 9:39 PM
Lols. Bored
I want to play badminton
Softball also can
Play and forget every single damned thing.
And don't give a shit about anything else.
But there's nobody to play with.
I can only sit there and fa dai. And maybe be dellusional.
Tomorrow is science PSLE.
I don't think I can get A star.
All GEPers are supposed to get that right,
Then maybe I am really not one.
It is not in my nature to score such fucking high marks.
I don't come from a family full of Phd holders.
And I don't go for that $1000 a month learning lab tuition
Damn.
No A star so what.
I know of many things better than an A star.
by suzan at 9:37 PM
The Shapest Lives lyrics.
Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own.
If I crash on the couch can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose.
If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave
This alone. You're in time for the show,
You're the one that I need, I'm the one that you loathe.
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose,
Cause I love all the poison, away with the boys in the band.
I've really been on a bender and it shows,
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?
Give me a shot to remember,
And you can take all the pain away from me.
A kiss and I will surrender,
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.
A light to burn all the empires,
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires,
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
There's a place in the dark where the animals go,
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow.
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands,
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands Romeo.
I've really been on a bender and it shows,
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?
Give me a shot to remember,
And you can take all the pain away from me.
A kiss and I will surrender,
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.
A light to burn all the empires,
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires,
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
Give me a shot to remember,
And you can take all the pain away from me.
A kiss and I will surrender,
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.
A light to burn all the empires,
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires,
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
by suzan at 9:50 PM
lols.
back to post.
PSLEd for the past few days.
damn.
teachers expect me to get 250.
wtf. i dont think its even possible.
damn damn damn damn.
hais.
everything i do is pointless .
DAMN.
i just feel like sleeping @_@.
yet i cant.
look this post is pointless too.
by suzan at 9:13 PM
PFFT. yesterday slept only at 7 am when the sun came out.
9 am then woke up.
and i am surprisingly not tired!
dunno why.
yesterday couldnt really get to sleep.
mind on something? lols
haiya anyway i shall talk about ytd.
damn fun :)
more fun than wellington's one at montreal.
okok first my mother dropped me and my sis off at minimart.
it was raining.
leeheng went to find us at the block opposite minimart.
we waited so long for her.
in the end we went under her block to find her.
LOLS.
then my sis saw isaac sitting alone under leehengs block.
she asked me " who is that"
then i said isaac lee wei ming loh. from wltps de.
then my sis dont believe cause isaac didnt wave or say hi at me
she said " are you sure?"
then i was like yes lah.
then leeheng came.
i asked her whether the guy sitting there was isaac.
she said dunno.
so i walked cautiously towards him.
and said " hi"
then isaac just stared at me with no response .
then i was getting suspicious.
and asked leeheng" LEEHENG thats isaac right"
leeheng said "yar"
then i screamed frantically" then why i say hi no response de."
i walked towards isaac again
this time he stared and smiled at me @_@
then i asked" you are isaac right"
he said yar.
so me, leeheng and sis walked off.
stopped halfway and asked " leeheng you looking for who to play with?"
then leeheng said" anybody lahs, the boys lo"
i replied" then ask isaac where they are lah"
leeheng then asked me to ask him instead.
so we walked back to leehengs void deck.
and isaac wasnt sitting there anymore! :o
my sis said he was the magical disappearing man. :o
so we went on our journey to find them.
suddenly isaac was at the opposite block.
pointing at us.
so we ran across.
i put my bag down on a bench.
turned around.
and isaac was smiling in my direction again!
@_@
i was like " why you staring at me :(???"
he said " kok liang want to talk to you"
lols but then kok liang didnt really talk to me about anything lo -.-
so this giant large guy in black walked towards me.
it was lucas! :o
he asked who i was.
su zan loh.
he kept talking to me o.o
and kept borrowing leehengs lighter -.-
cause he said its fun to play with it.
leeheng went up to bring down sparklers :D.
thanks leeheng!
while lucas kept talking to me.
about what?
i dont really care.
forgot.
like what he said, i have short term memory loss.
then leeheng came back with sparklers :D.
i lighted one.
it ran out.
so i went to throw it
while finding a dustbin,
i saw isaac standing alone infront of me ._.
i immediately walked back a few steps.
he smiled again and stared?
lols :( why ppl keep doing that to me.
so fun to see me flinching meh.
then isaac asked me" whats wrong?"
then i say nth lo.
asked him why he so lonely o.o
he said he didnt want to get into trouble for starting the fire.
then i said ohhhhhhh.
i asked him where the dust bin was.
he pointed to the direction of it.
so threw the sparkler away.
went to play badminton with lucas the badminton "pro".
kept screwing up.
then lucas said i needed to have faith in myself.
lols its like he knows alot about me ._.
anyways.
after that i wanted to ask isaac sth.
then lucas thought sideways -.-
he went to xuan bu to everyone + isaac that............
.........................
.........................
:(.
i went to hide LOLS.
after that came back.
started to slap lucas damn alot times on his hand
out of rage mah.
who ask him to talk cock :(
uh after that.
he said he wanted to slap me.
then i allowed.
he only qing qing di da -.-
not pain lo.
then after that i saw kokliang hitting a p5 junior i think.
i wanted to take revenge for that person.
i asked kokliang if i could whack his back.
i whacked damn damn hard.
then kokliang turned submissive and crouched down.
i whacked again.
his sister took a box and whack me also -.-
lame.
then i pitied kok liang lo.
so cute sia HAHA.
let him go.
then after that. leeheng treated me to a drink.
as usual, i bought coconut juice!! :D
uh after that.
played badminton lo
i must say i improved quite alot :D
kokliang, leeheng and lucas played with me
we played high high games
hit the shuttle cock very high :D
and i managed to hit back.
so ok bahs.
but still got room for improvement .
ok tata gtg.
this post so long sia!!
by suzan at 5:25 PM
imma post about yesterday.
childrens day, went to sembawang to play badminton with shawn brinal ri-ann and lh :D
brought rackets lo.
then leeheng met me at montreal
i saw george chan they all there, don care.
went to leehengs block there.
say the boys lo.
stupid ri-ann go bomb me . zzz got problem izzit.
leeheng also kena tio.
damnded lah they.
went to play badminton; leeheng asked me for my shuttlecock
LOLS i dont even have.
in the end didnt play badminton cuz nobody got a single shuttle cock :(
went to montreal to play marco polo -.-
kena bombed along the way.
Lame .
Went montreal and played on the small playground .
Lols ,
Then Brinal say the last one that goes on the playground be catcher for Marco Polo .
I was the last one cause i sian to run up.
So i became the catcher lor .
i so long then catch sia . cause i v long never play ok -.-
not like the guys got free time to play.
i finally caught Riaan .
Then Riaan become catcher .
Caught me again .
then after that i sayid " grounded"
then riaan one leg on ground one leg on playground.
then riaan keep dun wan be catcher sia -.-
then after that
Riaan turned emo
-.-
Shawn went to console him .
Then me , Brinal and leeheng waited for damn long ,
shawn bo come back -.-.
then leeheng went to find shawn?
brinal kept saying i suck at aiming
i stink and i suck.
wtf sia.
then when i was standing infront of a bush
brinal suddenly pushed me into the bush.
kns sia the bush got sharp and thorny branches
if i was injured then how?
i was so damn pissed off and fuming along the way back home
To Brinal:
you happy now?
so happy ahs,
enjoy seeing me get knocked down again and again
oh you keep calling me names izzit?
i also never de zui you before.
you have issues and tissues man.
i know your like better than me in almost everything
dunnid to be so jiao ao right?
and that doesnt mean you can keep degrading me.
i'm not your stupid damnded puppet.
you probably have inferiority complex - an illness whereby you criticize others to make your fucking self feel better.
yeah yeah you good in almost everything.
but one things for sure,
YOUR ATTITUDE SURE SUCKS
sucks like hell man.
even kokliang has better manners than you!
what you are doing now is just showing your maturity level anyway.
and to me is sure is damn low.
you don't deserve to be a boy.
you are disgracing the male sex population.
oh great you keep knocking me down when i only like pushed you down only a few times.
you think fun izzit?
that shows that you are a SOCIOPATH too.
no remorse. no feelings. just shit.
i don't see what others see in you, why the heck they wanna be your friend.
cause i do know better friends than the jerk you are.
a really good example is leeheng.
brinal,
take my advice,
go and see a psychiatrist.
cure yourself, cause you are a sociopath with inferiority complex.
and.
i never ever liked you anyway.
i don't want paedophiles dirtying my life.
so just FUCK out of my life.
by suzan at 9:51 PM
- September 2008
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- December 2009
hi i'm suzan
proudly a WELLINGTONian RAFFLEsian ANDERSONian
thirteen
Are you thinking of him?
The world is ugly,
And you wanted me to go.
I just wanted you to know
That the world is ugly,
But you're beautiful to me.
Are you thinking of me?
Are you thinking of him?
You can say I told you so
If you wanted me to go.
I just wanted you to know
That the world is ugly,
But you're beautiful to me.
Are you thinking of me?
Are you thinking of him?
You can say I told you so
If you wanted me to go.
I just wanted you to know.
The world is ugly,
But you're beautiful to me.
Are you thinking of me?
Can we both be ugly?
Are you thinking I'm the one?
I just wanna hold your hand.
And you're probably just too good.
I just wanted you to know.
